July 2011
38 posts
im not well
Im done getting older
Sometimes I wonder why I spend,
The lonely night, dreaming of a song
The melody haunts my reverie
And I am once again with you…
When our love was new,
And each kiss an inspiration,
Oh but that was long ago,
Now my consolation is in the stardust of a song
Beside the garden wall, when stars are bright
You are in my arms
The nightingale tells his fairy tale
Of paradise where roses...
June 2011
6 posts
today i found out that I am alive
for the most depressing and wrong reasons.
Today was a fufilling yet empty day. Im glad I am not alone tonight. For if I was a screenwriter, this picture would be over.
I hope you all heard my speech, I talked about me. you. and the future.
like a dog, I want to be alone.
In the past 2 years I have tried to end my life 3 times. I was on a ferris wheel today. I was reminded of that. I got off as soon as I could. There were no seatbelts.
What the hell is wrong.
Best of 2011
I don’t know
I nearly died to Panda Bear’s TOMBOY
Thanks for the save
